<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></title><description><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></description><link>https://ecency.com</link><image><url>https://ecency.com/logo512.png</url><title>RSS Feed</title><link>https://ecency.com</link></image><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Tue, 20 Oct 2026 17:48:02 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://ecency.com/@tikatarot/rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[Clarity on the Other Side of Choosing]]></title><description><![CDATA[I keep noticing how I rearrange the conditions around my creative work, moving things from one place to another, changing the tools, changing the order, convincing myself that the next adjustment 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measure]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@tikatarot/when-curiosity-no-longer-has-to-prove-itself</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@tikatarot/when-curiosity-no-longer-has-to-prove-itself</guid><category><![CDATA[hive-152123]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[tikatarot]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 19 Oct 2026 13:44:21 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/26uUsAjKTsXCDw7zixZR182JbFKvgzJ9YwsFpTVcRaGCmsqhA1unTgprHMc73gaXVcPuSm2AjKrGNRrT2EYYvzCqPpHqX8K3hEGV91GHt6SMEBe85MYYRU7y3TuHrGgQzmVz4EEfJujgiATznAWNbXEarVwgxggmeXvbkS?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Moment Someone Else Can See the Work]]></title><description><![CDATA[I notice a different kind of hesitation when I imagine someone reading what I have made before I am ready to explain, I notice how I begin hearing every sentence through another person’s ears, 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