First thing first I'd like to say that I won't be doing it again anytime soon. Maybe a few months or year when I'm prepared for it.
First time with psychedelics so I had no idea what to expect besides the trip reports I've read over the course of maybe 2 months. But it's different for everyone.
Story,
Did it with 2 others in a garage, then outside near a school (lots of tress and stuff ) and then on my friends patio.
First time nothing happened really. Just a weird body high. Second time(near a school) was kinda cool. Laid in the grass, looked up at the stars and they all were connected by lines making shapes. I started to think some crazy stuff like "what if space was an illusion and what I'm seeing is what's really there".
Those 3 times I didn't really get any visuals just a weird body high and different thinking. I think I was doing it wrong.
But we did it one last time in the garage again. But this time I went first, took 2 milky hits and held for like 10 seconds. The second I exhaled it started. I was out of my body. I felt like I was looking down at myself floating. Just a mind with thoughts. The pattern on an empty seat took up the entire ground and I was terrified. My friends were talking to me and I couldn't really understand them. And they started to look far away from me but then really close. It felt like I was still exhaling. But I could tell that I was breathing normally. I have asthma so that's what triggered my bad thoughts. I remember freaking out in my head because I thought I couldn't breathe. I instantly started thinking "I need to come back down. I'm an idiot. I'll come back down in 15mins or less. I'll be alright right? I'm not dying right? I just need to come down. I'm going to die. Why did I do something so stupid." I remembered on some site it said people talking and such ruins the high so that's what I tried to do. I talked a bit and it wasn't working. I picked up my phone and the wallpaper started melting in my hand so I dropped my phone. Then my hand looked like it was melting to the ground because it was sweaty I think. I decided to let it happen so I closed my eyes. And it was amazing. Terrifying but so beautiful. I saw so many different patterns of yellow, red, blue, and white lines. I wasn't in the room anymore. Felt like I was somewhere else. I finally started to calm down because I felt myself coming down. I opened my eyes and they all were staring at me and their smiles looked evil. Like as if they were about to do something to me. But then after I deep breath I was back in my body and coming back to normal.