Everyday starts with an intense evaluation of the previous day. What did I do, what was I supposed to do that I did not do, what responsible and irresponsible choices did I make, how can I improve to be better than the previous day? All these questions run through my mind each day after waking up. Sometimes, it feels like I am stagnated because I tend to not have actual answers to these questions, but then, when I think of it, in some occasions, the nail that pierce your tire prevents the occurrence of, maybe, a bigger accident.
My place is calm, no noise, just me, this room and these trees. Thinking of what step to take next. December is in two months, ask yourself, what have you accomplished? Would you be happy for the year to end without any tangible accomplishments that you are proud of? Tsk. It's one thing to accomplish something but it is another to be happy and proud of your accomplishments.
I am happy. Glad to see the light of another day. At least, that's the greatest accomplishment I am grateful and proud of. It's not easy.
