Was a very strange thing that happened. I think they call it a meltdown for a reason. You melt, you go down. I try to stop folks when I can. Perhaps the old books describing hell were trying to explain to people what happens when one starts living a lie. Their lives become a living hell and it just gets worse for them. Hard to watch but at the same time when you've become a target, there is peace to be found knowing the world has a fancy way of sorting these things out on its own.