I never imagined that i would still live today, to have my own family and to raise my child now but i am so thankfull that i could have my second life.
4 years ago my father left us and the most painfull part is he left us on exactly the day i am celebrating my 18th birthday. Such a tragic gift for me.
I saw my mother in pain for what my father did to us, imagine the 19 years of them and in a blink of an eye its gone. My sister became a rebel and me, well i got trauma, at that time i don't want to love someone so i've been playing around dating left and right ( so ambitious hahaha but its true ), dumping them after several days ( but i never overdo it like eheeeemmmm XD , im serious).
Since our father left me us i drop on school and started working to help my mother in our financial needs. My sister still go to school that time cause she was still in her 2nd year high school but at her young age she became rebel, she started drinking, smoking, hanging with some street friends of her, having boyfriends and worst is she drop out at school.
It's been so hard for us that time specially for my mother but i kept telling her that it's okay, everything is going to be fine that i am still with her and God is watching us always.
3 years ago i been hit and run.
It was late at night and it's raining i am going home from my work. Ireally can't remember the accident all i remember is i was walking home then i wake up in the hospital i heard my mom crying i ask them where i am and what happened to me.
Luckily no broken bones but i got 11 stiches in my head and i got bruises on my thighs, small wounds and my hips got injured as well. I'm in bed ridden for a month but because we really need money after a month i worked again.
A month after i started working again i rode on a tricycle, ( since that acciddent i never walked to home cause i'm already afraid ) the driver of the tricycle saw all that happened. Even him could not believed that i lived, according to him i really hit hard and i been rolling on the street to the side of the road and i'm shaking ( like dying people shaking before dying ) but yes i lived and i have a son now :).
It's God will, maybe i still have things to do here and maybe he knows that my mother still need me :).
*happy reading :)
So fun to share my story :)
