Hello everyone,
As I'm reviewing the communities in which I made some post and gazing at some important information I think I just found something that fits my dramas in life.
What I've had posted in my first blog in this community I mentioned already my status in life, on how we deal with struggles but still manage to survive them.
But anyway I just wanted to tell everyone first that I'm not very good at English grammars and not computer literate either but just exact that you can understand what I wanted to express my inner feelings, I'm new to 
have these two wonderful kids that give me more inspiration to live
and a supportive partner that works hard for our family needs
I love the thing today that I'm starting my own family, which I haven't experienced as a kid before, mother died early and my father is still alive but had left me to family relatives when mom had gone (dad got his new family already).
*I got hurt and even abused by them psychologically and mentally that I even tried to end my life *(how dare I describe it? Will, as I tried to live my life normally today but those bad dreams keep coming back to me and sometimes wakes me up crying, It makes me sad every time I remember that thing when all I did before is to make them proud but just changed the time they decided not to put trust on me. I worked household chores at a very early age and even excel in school at the same time.
I made mistakes also I used those things that push hatred and turns into rebellion. I sneak out with friends because that's the only way I feel loved. They found out and makes the situation worst I run away. And the rest let's make it a history and now I had my life today.
I may have regrets but what's more important is that I'm still kicking and ALIVE.
THERE SO MANY THINGS IN THIS WORLD TO BE ALIVE
Thanks to this community for reminding me to stay ALIVE
I know only a few would like to read this but sending love and Hugs to everyone 馃挄
Stay safe