I HATE life! And I love it at the same time.
Not really because of me... because of who and what I know in it.
In life I have never imagined knowing what I know... It puzzles the stranger that I can be so fortunate knowing and having so many great friends, and at the same time knowing what can be so fragile that can end your life in the next day. It kills many to know more also.
If you think it's about fame, you are wrong. This has nothing to do with it. It's actually far from it.
Life is so amazing that you sometimes loose more time describing (like me right now) it that actually appreciating it. The later one should be everyone's priority.
Think about whatever you mostly feel comfortable with. Then picture that as what you need to think about in the next few days to achieve a GREAT week. And once you are able to it without adjusting the reality to your positive satisfaction, you are good to start the next stage.
Make your daily life, something you want and not something something or someone wants. Be respectful, honest and fight for what you believe in. Then go for it like it's the last thing you will be doing for the rest of your life.
Who or what does not kill you makes you stronger right? How, will be a something between what you can do, and what you feel you wish to do. Life does not really give you instructions, right?!
You have have to live it... even when you feel like destroyed. Life is mostly what you are, remmber that!
If any of this makes you feel inspired or if you think you can shed some light into the words of my anchoredless brain, then please do.
When I feel cold, lava explosions of tears, rolling throughout my sharp skin face wet carpets... I ask myself if this all I could do...
I have been driven into a free fall...
Sorry everyone. This is not really me...
