<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></title><description><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></description><link>https://ecency.com</link><image><url>https://ecency.com/logo512.png</url><title>RSS Feed</title><link>https://ecency.com</link></image><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Sun, 12 Jul 2026 18:32:47 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[May 3, 2026 - Silently Screaming for Closure ]]></title><description><![CDATA[​ May 3, 2026 | 10:24 PM ​Today we celebrated the birthdays of my brother and my aunt. The power went out in the afternoon and didn't come back until 6:00 PM, but during that time, I had company over.]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/may-3-2026-silently-screaming-for-closure</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/may-3-2026-silently-screaming-for-closure</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 06:07:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[May 2, 2026 - ​The Final Script ]]></title><description><![CDATA[​ May 2, 2026 | 9:14 AM ​I woke up this morning at 7:00 AM remembering a dream I had. I immediately wrote it down in my phone's notes, hoping I could just forget about it. But do you know that feeling]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/may-2-2026-the-final-script</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/may-2-2026-the-final-script</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:58:54 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[April 28, 2026 - ​Cursing the Universe]]></title><description><![CDATA[​April 28, 2026 | 3:32 AM ​Thoughts for the day... As I was scrolling through Facebook Reels, a completely random video of someone cleaning a pool made me think of you. It’s funny how a pool can remind]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/april-28-2026-cursing-the-universe</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/april-28-2026-cursing-the-universe</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:53:18 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[April 4 , 2026 - Late night replays]]></title><description><![CDATA[​ April 4, 2026 ​I woke up today at 10:54 PM, immediately heavy with the memory of a sad, painful dream. It was a dream about her again. But it wasn’t the usual scenario where we're together only for her]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/april-4-2026-late-night-replays</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/april-4-2026-late-night-replays</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:40:48 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[March 17, 2026 - Thinking about it is tiring]]></title><description><![CDATA[​March 17, 2026 | 11:40 PM ​As I was about to sleep.... well, trying to sleep... but a flood of thoughts rushed into my mind. And of course, it involves you yet again. ​I found myself thinking about what]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-17-2026-thinking-about-it-is-tiring</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-17-2026-thinking-about-it-is-tiring</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:34:03 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[MARCH 16, 2026 - The Distance Even Dreams Cannot Close]]></title><description><![CDATA[MARCH 16, 2026 - 10:02AM I remember very little about my dream, but I will share it anyway. Normally, I don’t write or record dreams when they involve you, but it stirred something in my heart after I]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-16-2026-the-distance-even-dreams-cannot-close</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-16-2026-the-distance-even-dreams-cannot-close</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:28:42 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[March 2, 2026 - A trip erasing you]]></title><description><![CDATA[March 2, 2026 | 5:51 AM Today I woke up very early to pack because I’m heading to Bohol. As I was getting ready, I stumbled upon an old notebook containing a little diary I used to keep on my tablet. Reading]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-2-2026-a-trip-erasing-you</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-2-2026-a-trip-erasing-you</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:18:57 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[​February 29, 2026 - I'm still trying my best]]></title><description><![CDATA[​February 29, 2026 | 9:25 PM ​I was out today, and while I was riding in the car, these thoughts just came to me... ​The love you and I shared was real, and it makes me wonder why it didn't work out. I]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-29-2026-im-still-trying-my-best</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-29-2026-im-still-trying-my-best</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:12:33 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[​February 18, 2026 - Drinking the Pain Away]]></title><description><![CDATA[​ February 18, 2026 — 5:28 PM ​I’m typing this while listening to that AI song, "I Still Believe in Loving You" by Sarah G. The tears are already falling down my cheeks, knowing I’m about to]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-18-2026-drinking-the-pain-away</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-18-2026-drinking-the-pain-away</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:03:33 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[​February 10, 2026 - A Heart Bursting with Yearning]]></title><description><![CDATA[February 10, 2026 — 3:17 AM "As Time Goes By" sung by Gwyneth Dorado popped up on my FYP again. I still remember crying the very first time I heard it, especially once I really paid attention]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-10-2026-a-heart-bursting-with-yearning</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-10-2026-a-heart-bursting-with-yearning</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 04:36:30 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[February 9, 2026 - The Coldness in the air]]></title><description><![CDATA[February 9, 2026 — 6:28 a.m I remembered my dream this morning, a painful one, honestly. It’s the kind I wish I could forget, but somehow it forced itself back into my mind. It felt like being drunk and]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-9-2026-the-coldness-in-the-air</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-9-2026-the-coldness-in-the-air</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 03:34:45 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[February 6, 2026 - Closure for One]]></title><description><![CDATA[February 6, 2026 — 1:11 a.m. As I was scrolling through my FYP on TikTok, I came across a video featuring the song “Baliw na Puso” sung by an AI, and I found myself watching and listening to it. Beyond]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-6-2026-closure-for-one</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-6-2026-closure-for-one</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 03:33:39 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[February 5, 2026 - The Returning Character, The Unreturning Love]]></title><description><![CDATA[February 5, 2026, 6:18 AM I watched The Longest Ride yesterday, February 4, 2026. There was a part where Ruth was leaving Ira. He didn’t stop her, but in the following scenes, Ruth came back. I found myself]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-5-2026-the-returning-character-the-unreturning-love</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-5-2026-the-returning-character-the-unreturning-love</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 03:26:30 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[January 18. 2026 - The Unannounced Visitor]]></title><description><![CDATA[January 18, 2026 — 1:24 AM As I work on my painting, I remember what I dreamed about yesterday evening. I must have bottled things up and overthought everything to the point that my subconscious replayed]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-18-2026-the-unannounced-visitor</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-18-2026-the-unannounced-visitor</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 03:14:39 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[January 14, 2026 - The Art of Hating What I Love]]></title><description><![CDATA[January 14, 2026, 7:00 AM As I was writing down the diaries I have been doing in this tablet of mine, at first I couldn't believe what I'm saying and feeling. It had me confused, but at the same time happy]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-14-2026-the-art-of-hating-what-i-love</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-14-2026-the-art-of-hating-what-i-love</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 02:57:42 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[January 11, 2026 - The Signature of My Pain]]></title><description><![CDATA[January 11, 2026, 2:36 AM I’ll just cry it out... Today, I am thinking of you. I'm listening to a mellow song that sways my heart, pulling my thoughts right back to you. Your memories are still what I]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-11-2026-the-signature-of-my-pain</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-11-2026-the-signature-of-my-pain</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 02:35:06 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[December 19, 2025 - I winced as i remember]]></title><description><![CDATA[December 19, 2025 | 8:55AM Watching Gundam SEED in English dub while painting. It brought back a painful memory sleeping just to escape the hurt, only to wake up to the reality that you’re gone. I remember]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-19-2025-i-winced-as-i-remember</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-19-2025-i-winced-as-i-remember</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2026 01:42:33 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[December 10, 2025 - A Dead Love in the Air]]></title><description><![CDATA[December 10, 2025 | 7:53 AM As I was playing ML, I couldn't help but think of you. It still stings my heart to think about everything that happened. Even though it's not exactly a fresh breakup anymore,]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-10-2025-a-dead-love-in-the-air</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-10-2025-a-dead-love-in-the-air</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2026 01:07:48 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[December 12, 2025 - A Mind Not Yet Free]]></title><description><![CDATA[December 12, 2025 I woke up early and had breakfast while waiting for the power to come back on. After that, I went back to my room, cleared off my table, and set up my 3x3 ft. canvas to start painting.]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-12-2025-a-mind-not-yet-free</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-12-2025-a-mind-not-yet-free</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2026 00:57:39 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[December 13, 2025 - Avoiding the Romance Genre]]></title><description><![CDATA[December 13, 2025 11:33am I started the day playing ML with friends, ate when I got hungry, and ended up watching Heated Rivalry. As always, watching it brought tears to my eyes... The sweet moments between]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-13-2025-avoiding-the-romance-genre</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-13-2025-avoiding-the-romance-genre</guid><category><![CDATA[life]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2026 08:25:09 GMT</pubDate></item></channel></rss>