Tryin to be chill

Today I felt like absolutely everything went wrong. And I think when you're already emotionally sensitive because of relationship issues, even the smallest things end up weighing twice as much. I've been quite affected by that lately, and today I just felt drained.

It was my day off, and I went out with the idea of ​​clearing my head a bit, doing things to feel better… but nothing went as planned. They didn't give me the flavor of ice cream I wanted, the drink I was looking for wasn't in the store, the bank charged me for insurance I hadn't even been told about beforehand, and to top it all off, I did almost nothing productive all day.

I didn't make dinner, I didn't clean, I didn't work out, I didn't make any progress. I'm literally at 0% energy, and I feel terrible. I guess there are days when your body and mind just can't keep pretending everything is okay.

Hoy sentí que absolutamente todo me salió un poco mal. Y creo que cuando ya vienes emocionalmente sensible por problemas sentimentales, cualquier cosa pequeña termina pesando el doble. He estado bastante afectada por eso últimamente y hoy simplemente me sentí drenada.

Era mi día libre y había salido con la idea de despejarme un poco, hacer cosas para sentirme mejor… pero nada salió como esperaba. El sabor de helado que quería no me lo dieron, la bebida que buscaba no estaba en la tienda, en el banco me cobraron un seguro del que ni siquiera me habían avisado antes y, para terminar, no hice casi nada productivo en todo el día.

No hice cena, no limpié, no entrené, no avancé nada. Estoy literalmente en 0% de energía y me siento fatal. Supongo que hay días donde simplemente el cuerpo y la mente ya no pueden seguir fingiendo que todo está bien.