Going to the hospital in itself gives me a lot of anxiety lol

I'm finally going to the hospital by weekend, I've noticed some new symptoms that I have to report to the specialist, and somehow I wish I don't have to go for fear of what I'd see in the test results.

Exactly, if the mind cannot catch a break, it's likely the body will not recover as well. That's why I'm mostly focused on trying to get better upstairs.

Female folks at a ranked position can be mean and unruly, I work with a woman, and sometimes I get tired of the whole nagging @tipu curate

Great pictures, the children section is colorful @tipu curate

Thanks you so much for all your kind words

Can't take iron supplements lol, it's bad for my condition. The issue is with the red cells hemoglobin that transfers oxygen to tissue

Hehe, at some point though, real life issues happens and people cannot continue their streak. Good to know I motivated you at some point. I'm surprised I have remained consistent for over 8 years now,

Yeah, I realize a lot of my high blood pressure bouts stems from anxiety, because I eat at least 70% healthy and sleep well. 3 years is a lot of time, and even though I've spent just about 2 months, it's

Exactly, family's gotta eat. Sometimes I compare life to a moving train, it doesn't stop no matter where. Bills and all are the moving part of life that do not care. Sometimes I truly wish I have enough

It's crazy lol, sometimes I feel like I need to lock all the feeling in and just go on like it doesn't matter, but then, I always come back to Hive to crashout. I can't help it most times.

Welcome back, it's been a while @tipu curate

They're beautiful animals though @tipu curate

It's a vicious cycle, however if I don't work, the family can't eat, and rent and bills can't get paid. I want to quit so badly and have a moment of peace, but unfortunately life doesn't slow down at all.

Yes, not everyone absorbs stress equally, and I haven't thought about this. So many factors definitely plays a huge role

Thank you, slowly does it even better

What type of tea is that, do they sell them in shops?

Yeah I also just realized that rest isn't all about sleep, rest of mind has to included

Thank you 🙏🙏🙏

Unfortunately can not afford not to pay the bills, the insecurity and uncertainty of bit being able to pay bills is even crazier.