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Aquila Chrysaetos
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Living is only for a while... Love it or hate it... But always make sure to live the best of it.
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2017-12-14 04:22
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Money That Never Stays
There is a bitter kind of silence that comes with payday. You wait all month for this day, hoping for a little relief, a little reward for the hours you gave away. But when the number lands in your account,
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The Painted Smile
There is a quiet performance we play every day, where the smile is painted on and the laughter is just loud enough to drown out the sound of a heart breaking. It is a strange, hollow skill to be the sunshine
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Hands That Cannot Reach
There is a helpless kind of pain in watching someone you care about carry the whole world on their shoulders, while your hands remain empty. You see the tiredness in their eyes, you feel the weight they
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The Final Lesson
There is a strange, familiar mirror in the way you look at me. I see the ghosts of my past reflected in your smile, and it terrifies me just as much as it comforts me. I am standing at a crossroads where
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The Stem of a Silent Blue
There is a sacred garden that exists behind closed doors, a place where the air is still and the past no longer has the power to sting. In this space, I do not have to be the person the world expects;
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The Gravity of the Unseen Tide
There is a quiet tension in holding a seedling that hasn't yet met the sun. We keep it hidden in the dark, afraid that the open air might be too harsh, or that the ground we’ve chosen isn't ready to hold
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Under the Weight of 'Not Enough'
There is a heavy fog that settles when the gap between who we want to be and what we can actually achieve becomes too wide. We call it "laziness" because that is the easiest word to throw at
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The Revolving Ghost
There is a particular kind of exhaustion that comes from a revolving door. When someone enters your life only to leave again without a word, they don’t just leave a void—they leave a mountain of questions
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The Echo in an Empty Hall
There is a heavy, one-sided weight in a memory that only one person chooses to carry. It feels like shouting into a canyon and waiting for an echo that never comes, or keeping a candle lit in a window
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The Price of the Unspoken
There is a fragile peace in the unspoken. We settle for the safety of "almost" because the risk of "everything" feels too heavy to carry. To speak the truth is to break the spell; it
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The Out-of-Focus Lens
There are moments when the world loses its sharp edges, and everything begins to merge into a singular, hazy hum. It’s not that you aren't moving, but rather that the days have lost their distinct colors.
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The Mercy of a Distance
There is a bittersweet ache in finding something beautiful and realizing you are too afraid to hold it. When a light finally enters a life that has been defined by shadows, the first instinct isn't always
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The Gravity of Ancient Loops
There is a strange struggle in knowing exactly what is hurting you, yet reaching for it anyway. We see the patterns that pull us down, the habits that drain our light and leave us feeling empty, and we
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The Edge of Unwritten Roads
Stepping into the unknown is perhaps the bravest thing a heart can do. We stayed in our safe space not because it brings us joy, but because we know the shape of its shadows. The unknown is a vast, blank
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Transaction of Time
I once dreamed of pouring my heart into a craft, finding joy in the details and pride in the progress. I wanted to work with dedication, to build something meaningful and give my best effort every single
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The Geometry of Forbidden Stars
There is a unique kind of grief in a love that must remain unspoken and unacted—a feeling that lives in the quiet space between "hello" and "goodbye." It is a heavy secret to carry,
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The Architect of the Painted Smile
The hardest part of carrying a broken heart is the manual labor of keeping the face intact. We learn to weave a tapestry of "I'm fine" and "just tired," carefully tucking the jagged
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Team Malaysia
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Anchors of Grace
There are people who walk into our lives and quietly change the atmosphere just by being present. To a colleague who became a sanctuary and a friend who dared to break the silence I had built around myself,
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The Costume of the Hollow Star
Every day is a curtain call for a play I never signed up to perform. I paint on a smile with the precision of a professional, layering the colors to hide the pallor of a heart that is slowly breaking.
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Chasing the Horizon’s Ghost
There is a quiet ache in chasing a star that the world insists is out of reach. We are often told to be practical, to keep our feet on the solid earth, and to ignore the shimmering visions that haunt our
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