Too many things in English for me. I hope the translator is inspired today.

on the other hand.. avoiding people caused much more stress and fear :) personally i try not to overthink and to balance things..

I don't really avoid people, I like to surround myself with good people, I just don't comment or do anything I don't want some people to know about. It's a double-edged sword because it also serves me to detect jerks and backward people.

pots are the still the main option... looking for a sunny place :)

I saw the post you made of your garden and I could see the pine tree not letting in much light. The pots are a great option. I put wheels on them and move them around the terrace.

& somehow i always felt discomfort after sharing my secret garden :) some friends knew it forever / but they're less and less around me :)

Yes, paranoia comes and goes seasonally. Sometimes, I make mistakes, well, I make a lot of mistakes, and I share personal data with people I shouldn't have. Then I realize it was a mistake and the paranoia sets in.

i feel more freedom now and decided not to expand to a freak grow op.

At the moment I do not consider this option ;)

thanks for sharing your cute plants, methods and always interesting information about cool stuff!

Thanks a lot for your kind words. Have a great day.