This was such a beautiful read and I can totally relate to how you feel right now. I am so proud of you that you are constantly working on your growth. I understand that part of not trusting yourself to follow through with your plans, it happens to me a lot and it makes not even want to try things out.

We are all works in progress and we have to be kind to ourselves, no matter what. I can be very hard on myself and I know where that has got me. I can’t even bring myself to be so optimistic anymore and the day passes by, I just feel more lost in a world I do not recognize because I know this isn’t me.

Well, I wish you grow massively in places you intend to. Don’t you ever give up on yourself, dear friend. If you need some cheers, we’ll be here to cheer you on. ❤️