It is quite surprising to me that I decided to write this, and actually dedicating the time to, when I have 21 different examinations to write this week and 4 papers today.

Well, writing is therapeutic for me, and this is a way for me to unwind and relax a little, my head is very hot(literally). I decided to take a little break, plus, I don’t want to be under any form of pressure or tension, really.

So, for real, I have 21 papers to write this week and that’s like totally crazy. Funny enough, I feel like I am even too relaxed for someone who has that kind of task before her, but I’m guessing that’s a good thing(maybe), I am reading though. It’s better to feel this way than being tensed and having an overwhelming feeling, or don’t you agree??🌝

Actually, my eyes are heavy right now, but I dare not close my eyes😭. If anyone sees me with the way my eyes are red right now, they will just assume I’m high or something😂. Now, I wish I had read everything last week when I had the time, I would have been sleeping now, but there’s no point crying over spilt milk you know🌝.

So, technically, my first day of examination is here already and I have less than 4 hours to my 1st paper.

Am I actually ready?

H*ll no!😂

I have read, but I still feel like I haven’t covered everything. The pdfs are not actually voluminous in any way, I think that’s one of the things that made me stall on reading them earlier. It’s funny how it is now looking like someone somewhere suddenly added to them😂😭,because really, where did these notes come from?😩(Help!!!🥲)

I am just so grateful that this examination carries only 20% of our total scores. The other 80% will be derived from our logbooks and work done during the farm practical year program. So, that calms my mind to a certain extent.

If you are wondering how we got to have 21 different examinations to sit down for, the matter is that, we didn’t do any examination in the first semester, so they added up courses from first and second semesters to write all the exams this semester. Crazy, right? (I agree too🥹)

There is a compensation for the stress I am about to experience this week, and that’s the fact that ‘After this examination, I will be a finalist!!!’. I am so so excited, despite the fact that I am still unsure about many things. I am ready for the new experience, I can barely contain my excitement.

Okay, I just wanted to take a break from reading. My head could fry an egg the other time, but I am much better now. Now, let me continue from where I stopped😊

I don’t think I will be sleeping at all though, I will probably just postpone it to when I get back from school. Hopefully, this week wouldn’t mess up my sleeping pattern, not that I have one though😂, but if it gets worse, I’ve got an examination to blame it on😌.

Have a good and productive day, and thank you very much for reading😊❤️