You can’t know forever It’s beyond time You learn to learn that everthing has infinite sides I seek my lifetime angles every moment I breathe I want to die in wisdom knowing I almost understood what life

Steem struggled and we are not amused but we take it in stride.

Foggy morning in the city. Looks beautiful. Maybe something alien might crawl out from it. Would be interesting. I'd take photos then run. The creatures could be friendly though. Just wanting to caress

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My tears burn My soul on fire I cry to live I haunt the city hoping to see her but death blinds the way now and forever

I catch first sun as day peels away from the darkness I am optimistic yet that the flowers won't fade

Father's get their day. Hope they use it to be good examples for their seed. I was a father for a minute then my kid died in her womb. Was a crazy night. Is like me and her died that night too and maybe

Streets makes examples of us We become who we are Broken robots or angels We break or we heal No inbetween in the game of life

When you lose someone close you see the construct much more clearly. I feel like I was in rhe matrix. Now am unplugged. Now my eyes are unstuck. Not sure what comes next. But I know am not a virgin anymore.

Might be a break in my evil day came to light sun came to see what the darkness had wrought

I react to existence Why we exist? Is not to feel? To be plastic? We are flesh Bone viscera You don't feel You died still breathing

Starting to feel less desperate. Am self healing. The onus is on me to get my self whole again. World can't save me. We are all strangers here. I knew that like forever. But sometimes you hope.

I became darkness with death eyes Met the reaper in a tragic world I looked into it's eyes It looked into mine

Day zero we begin again.

Lost my mom. Broke me. I saw darkness. I clawed through hell. Days of madness. Heart ripped out. Days of the new.

Brother arrived from the UK yesterday. Meeting him in a couple hours in the city. I am excited and definitely stoked for that reunion. It was a rush rush trip for him but such is life when family is on

Keep my wits about me nerves of God in this mortal detour of pain

New day for a new outlook. I rose early to reflect and get my self ready for the day. And the day never waits for stragglers. You get eaten if you don't get moving. The tide rises. Predators are always

Month just started and am already flailing in the struggle. Mom is ill. The medical system is purely artificial. There’s nothing organic in this Armageddon. Is why I try to stay healthy. I have gone the

Hot sauce was the culprit. The bottle fell open in my bag and I almost lost it. Computer and cables were covered in red. I worked frantically to everything in my bag the best I could. Well the computer