I was busy in the previous weeks from school due to our preliminary exams and a bunch of schoolwork. It was a hell of a week after finishing exams consecutively with our subjects and the most stressful part is that most of our exams are identification which requires a lot of memorization which is my weakness.
I would prefer solving some equations – though I am not also good with them, at least I can find a way to solve them based on their concept and process.
Anyway, too much about this story, I set another life goal recently – or maybe an ideal life where I think of having my own room, work and study at my own place while having a comfortable chair, a cold room because it is airconditioned, and food at my table.
This is what I felt last day when we had an overnight stay at our classmate’s house to finish our completion project for last semester. It could be a small thing for some, but I realized that having this kind of privilege can boost your productivity and improve the quality of your life.
While doing our project, I enjoyed solving the equations even if it was more than 40 problems. I don’t know if it is because of them but I feel that the environment made a huge contribution for me to become productive.
When I am at our boarding house, I often feel back pain which becomes a major distraction and laziness when I am writing and studying. I sit for an hour or two then I suddenly feel the pain.
I know that it could be because of my bad posture but whenever I try to sit straight, it gives me more pain later. My parents are telling me to go to a doctor and let the professional see if there’s already a problem but knowing our current financial situation, I know that it will just be another burden to their pockets.
Some people might say that health is wealth and I should take it seriously but I think people that have the same situation as mine (financially broke family) will understand it. I will go and see a doctor soon and I am saving up for it so they can check me up.
Going back, to my classmate’s house, I never felt the same pain and just realized it when I finished everything. This is where I learned that it could be the comfortable room that made me productive. We even had good food, chocolates on the table, juice, and a pleasantly looking place.
It was the time I told myself that I wanted to be financially free and give myself what I cannot have today. I realized that having a comfortable life can increase your productivity and will make you appreciate how good life is.
Now, the goal is to think outside the box, hard work, work smart, and be more responsible when it comes to handling money. I feel that I lost the chance of handling my money when I had it 2-3 years ago and now, I want to set more goals for myself which I am hoping to achieve soon.
Anyway, this is just a short rant, motivation, and reflection about my life and hopefully I can be successful someday. To be honest, I feel lost these days compared to before where I always feel motivated in life to work and just learning new things everyday. Now it's different and I don't know why.
or maybe some part of me knows itbut I just don't want to acknowledge it due to my situation. If you are still reading until here, thanks!
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