Hi Steemit people. I was wondering if there are people out there that have lost all hope, and think suicide is the best option, weather you have just gotten dumped, divorced, bullied etc ?
Well I have a normal life, been divorced twice, gone through some hard times, financially and emotionally, I always believed that all these trials and tribulations has made me a stronger and wiser person (and for the most part it has, but here is what I am struggling with:
I was diagnosed with scoliosis when I was 16 years old, had the huge opp and al was great again, but as the years went by the pain increased. It has taken a full 32 years for me to reach the point where living with constant pain, the aid of a corset and hands full of pills to keep me going for the day, to ask the question- is suicide the easy way out, is that what they call a coward?
I am such a happy go lucky person, love life, people, animals, and generally everyone and everything. I always have a smile ready plastered on my face, to hide the immense pain I am living with daily, but you know what, I will be 50 years old next year, and I have realized that I am TIRED, The pain daily has tired me out to the core.
There is no operation or medication that can heal me. I will just be experiencing more pain and more pain, until one day my body gives up, either of all the strong medication I am taking daily or just because the body has given up.
So my question to you guys out there? Is there anyone out there that is going through the same thing, how do you cope? Any suggestions?
