Recollections, recollections I have had. Some were great, however most were awful. Physical and sexual mishandle happened

Poets and poetry readers a like this is for you So they thought it was a joke When i say ive been to hell and back But it wasnt.. Or so i thought consifering that man gave me a contract.. Promised i'd

In all disorganized excellence lies an injured show-stopper. Delightful however torn, wreaking destruction on my heart. Disguised by weaknesses, blinded by everything. I cherish the way you stay there

To those whom I've battled with furthermore, to those I don't have a clue about your name We battled by each other. You didn't kick the bucket futile.

I accompany no wrapping or truly pink bows. I am my identity, from my go to my toes. I have a tendency to get uproarious when talking my psyche. Indeed, even somewhat insane generally.

Look at you trying to shine The things you’re repping are all mine But I guess it’s fine Don’t try to be me Find someone else to please Maybe that will put you to ease People will come and go Either they

Those shoes look really nice With my paycheck , I must think twice It’s something I wanna buy But I just talked with the teller and said hi It’s all just a Dream I need to work with a team

All we need is Love Maybe God can give it from above What am I lacking They say I’m slacking How can I make someone love me Is that who I really want to be I need to live for myself Because death is coming

Today I went for a run It was boring then became run I want to loose weight So I can get rid of my self hate When will I become who I want to be Sometimes I don’t know what I see Come help me Be who I

Sometimes I feel stuck I know I’m running out of luck But then I really don’t give a fuck Who’s gonna help me Everyone’s leaving , can’t you see This is not who I want to be I really just need someone

Call me a bitch Last time I remember , I took the pitch People really change They are only in it for the name Make something of yourself Don’t become a someone that no one wants to know Show the world

Everyday seems strange What has been done can’t be changed I hope you feel sorry That nothing can be the same We had dreams of being together Now we can’t ever see one another What has come Is now gone

What has come Is now gone I am now sleeping alone Wish I had me a clone I am sitting here sad Every night you would be mad What has come Is now gone

Today is gone Tomorrow is to come I miss the olden days When everything used to be fun Growing up takes a toll Sometimes my life feels like an empty whole Who will save me now Do you even know how

We should choose health over wealth I’m a seance it gives us stealth I like good for to eat With some veggies and meat It helps us stay alive Come let’s take a drive

What can we do Turn to who I want to hide He said let me take you for a ride I know he’s bad for me But my mind tells me to let it be Who can we turn to..

I have lost my soul You said I could have the last bowl Who knew there was a whole Not I’m sitting her sad You took everything I had I’ll still here alone Unless you can make me a clone

People come and go They can be friends or foes What can we even do Who can I go to I’m sitting here all alone I’m watching here looking at my phone I think I could be dead Or maybe it’s all in my head

I feel so alone Of you I wish I had a clone I have no choice but to stay here With you I wish I could grab beer I’m looking in the mirror at my face I can feel my heart race What can be done When nothing

You built nothing but hate in my heart You treated me like a shopping cart I wish you could just go away But I’m forced to see you everyday Everyday I have to put up with so much I’m not sure who would