I have entered my career adventure first by using an iPad, when I was in my very distant past, by destroying my first ever laptop, it is expensive. My first iPad was the 2nd generation of iPad, then when belong to used it, I knew I had a bad wound because not maintained to managing it properly for my educational needs. Then, it also has many stories that I also crushed my first iPad because of depression. On my 23rd birthday, my father bought me a new iPad 6th generation, and when I used it, I knew it was my time to start and develop my career.
But, the first thing I did to develop my career was when I used the first 2nd generation of iPad, but it had not yet made me agile and focused to do my career. Yet, about two years later, my father resigned from the last company and made him brought me my first-ever laptop after a very long time, which those my depression tragedy when I wasted my first laptop.
It's not about my time rulers of having a gadget but how my story about my postponed sense of achieving the meaning of success, yet now I have to doubt myself on how I don't have a spark of having a life vision to be a great person who lives a worthwhile life. As a successful woman who has gained to study well, then have a marriage someday.
I have to introspect on myself without denying many of my faults nowadays. I do not have to push my efforts and my boundaries to keep enhancing the meaning of a successful future, since I really enjoyed what happened today. It is like a tunnel of puzzles that have ever happened until now to me, or the mistakes that have never been clarified as the right things.
Somehow, the enjoyable moments that you had as a common thing had the most wrong implications for the future. When I am in school, my family likes to approach me not as a very successful student; they are like many parents who give their child the freedom to pursue their means of success. Yet, they are not asking me to get into my dream college that was so long ago.
However, now I had a moment, as it was difficult to achieve as a corporation employee or be accepted by my current position as an SEO writer. It was because I had failed as a person who managed or planned the entirety of my future at the beginning of that pace.
Somewhat, I know that your circle is the one that may be affected by who you are now. Like, the most decent example, have they ever asked you to achieve academic achievement by each of us, or have they reminded you when you are unsteady with the study pace and keep fighting together? Then, my circle when I was a student was really rebellious about sharing the meaning of success. I often think that it lived just about yours, not by their business at that time.
So, when I knew their weakness, I had my introspection too for my fault. I realized with my peakness to be a caring person for my entire life. Like caring for my concern, I feel I was born as a robot who is part of my life, as nothing is precious for aimed for the day after. So, it happened today, yet it is what it is.
The facts of my weakness in reaching the meaning of a successful life have been obtained through my doubtful life. Yet, I guess that I am a type of person who needs some of my close relations to direct me on how to pursue our successful meaning. I have been so tired that both of my parent is almost a type of giving freedom in the meaning of successful, thus if I am a parent someday, I will be giving a direction to all of my children for their future.
Now, I feel about the proverb called 'you were not in effort today, then you will be disappointed at the end'. Somehow, when you are doubtful about what matters you will get on today, like what I should do for today, at least you are lost in achieving its meaning; sometimes, all you just need is focus on your target. So, whenever you were so blind and felt like a life was routing you to do nothing, yet the right thing, for blamed it just by making it inversely proportional, as you are who are ready to make a route for it in life.
The advice I mentioned earlier is really pivotal in many aspects, from the disappointment I felt about the lack of support to all the factors that doubt your vision. Don't wait so long for certainty, as also about many people among you, because the one that have full control over this life is all by ourselves, not by them.
If I could go back to when I was a teenager, the one thing I would change is my rules on making my own life route, aspiring to be not just a successful person, but also to make a difference in my own world. Life is about changing our fate to be more polished by our own faith. If today you are not ready to maintain the meaning within chasing a worthwhile life, then you must take a spare time to relax to think about any reasons why you have reached a toneless life and decide to change by planning your future or your target.
We might need a space to think about what kind of life target when we think about the reason for our downfall or the tonelessness of the meaning of success, yet to set aside all of our disappointment with this case is to setting the forgotten to many factors that made our lives like nowadays.
It is not by being able to forgive all their fault but on how you can change yourself to be a better version as a person and ready to be guilt-free of all that matters and being a lightweight person for accepting their fault as it synchronizes to reach our life target, yes, to be successful someday.
