I have no proof of any of that - "life plans," lessons" I somehow "chose" in some place I have no evidence of either. That always has seemed to Me to be something Ones who wanted Others to accept Their misery made up.
I do not concern Myself with bills of any kind, focusing on solving for the psychopaths in control on Our planet. I just want to be comfortable while I do My work for Humanity. And I am not comfortable being homeless - thus My past efforts to find work. (I ceased that when it became clear My time in that was wasted.)
And I assure You I did not choose to be targeted. Some Other(s) made THAT choice.
And getting a job to afford a place to live when One has lost the job One had is NOT a "radical change." Going homeless because someOne(s) was ensuring I was not hired - THAT was radical, but surely not My choice.
And I have maintained focus on My work for Humanity for 20 years now, ever since it all came together.
How Innocent I (article): @amaterasusolar/how-innocent-i
RE: Attracting Things Vs Keeping Things At Arms Length