Lmao you're very emotional. I offered you sound advice loser. I'm on day 55 of semen retention, and have girls staring at me everywhere I go. The key to finding a woman is improving yourself and consciously denying most girls you see. The low vibration hoes, should become invisible to you. Girls go crazy over guys that hold onto their sexual energy, physically, and mentally. The right girl will come accross your path, stop obsessing.